OH How the Time Flies

Time Flies when you're having fun, right?! Err, or rather learning? Either way, the time has indeed flown by.  I started out this expedited semester with eagerness to learn and also fear for what was to come.

And 3 weeks later, I have to say I have learned loads of new interpretive methods, and have also overcome many loads of fears. Do you see the repetition there? Just one of the many literary methods.

My first reference to the five learning outcomes in a blog post was through a philosophical analysis of literature where I discuss "explor[ing] the evolution of literacy and literary formats," or the fifth learning outcome.  Next, I discussed the analysis of poetry and putting the intimidation behind me in this post.  This was my learning plan on how to move forward despite my fears and hesitations.  I again discuss overcoming my poetic fears in my personal literary narrative, and I feel that you can see my forthcoming analysis skills, obviously with much more learning to be learned.  

Bloggin' Along

It has been about three weeks since I posted my first blog.  It has been a totally new experience for me using this reflective online personal journal.

Now, how do I do a link?

I have found there are times I have enjoyed posting my analysis for stories and poetry and learning some really cool ways to 'link' into other blogs and YouTube. I can even link into my goodreads profile.

Another cool thing I am able to do is bring my first and second personal learning posts together right here.  I can review the basic literary terms (#1) and methods I have posted from what I have learned from the different genres (#2) of fiction and poetry.

I was able to post the poem that made such a huge impression on me so many years ago in my personal literary narrative (#3).  It was good to see the comments of others who had a connection with  the poetry I love.

Learning how to link into YouTube allowed me to do a poetry adaptation analysis (#4&5) of a great poem by Rudyard Kipling, which I am memorizing as part of my personal learning plan. 

I think when I created one of my first posts on fiction, is when I found that blogging was a really fun way to write.  I so appreciated Jamie's comment that made me feel I had actually done it right, along with Dr. Burton's idea of taking my metaphor of a roller coaster to make a visual diagram of the story plot.  It was great to get ideas that could potentially expand an idea I had.  It is just nice that someone is actually reading what I have to say!

When I posted about a book I had read for my personal learning plan, Kimara answered the question I ended my post with.  She often leaves great comments that let me how my post affected her as well as to leave me with more to think about.

Mostly, I have enjoyed reading other blogger's posts.  It is amazing how quickly you are able to get to know someone through their blog post.  You can even 'hear' their voice.  All in all, blogging has turned out to be a good thing.

veni vidi lēgī vici

Through fearless blogleading, train reading, Goodreads using, and pushing my own limits (poetry! Díaz! sharing personal experiences without the protection of an anonymous handle!), I have learned more than I expected to given that this is more of a cap- than cornerstone of my college career.

A postmortem of the term so far. #thistookallfridaynight #subtlepersonallearningtimedropper

ONE - TERMS + METHODS

I've run with the idea of highlighting literary terms in our posts. I believe this has led to both more engagement in my writing, as well as helping prospective readers know if it's a post that'd interest them. Between this class and my fiction writing class, I have been paying much, much closer attention to the nuts & bolts of rhetoric. This led me to using a green pen to pick out dialogue verbs in Malamud. If I'm marking the text, I'm more engaged with it.

In my post on feminist critical theory I mentioned the several hours I spent reading chapter 36 of the Cheuse & Delbanco. After my study abroad in Paris, I took French Literary Theory, which as someone who presumably went to college in the '80s/early '90s can attest, is all PoMo, all the time. I could understand it intellectually, but didn't care for it personally. Reading even these relatively brief excerpts of various theorists was a real aha moment for me: not all CritLit has to be boring! (As far as engaging socially, my childhood best friend and I ran into each other in the HBLL, and had a great discussion on Danielewski. Metafiction: bringing friends together since the twentieth century.) I have read more of Borges', Nabokov's, and James, William's (forthcoming post) nonfiction in the past three weeks than I had in my life. That can only be a good thing. I'm really enjoying the Essayist of the Day series. It's not only fun, it expands my reading list, forces me to explain things in terms other people can understand (a challenge!) and ideally helps the group get an idea what non-fiction can do as a literary genre.

Coming to *Midterms* with Non-Fiction. (I'm so funny.)

This is how I feel right now. 

I wish I had come to class on the first day, because I think this course would've made more sense from the beginning.  It has taken me a while to figure out how everything is supposed to work, evolve, etc.  Originally, my plan was to focus on literary terms.  But then in the next sentence, I wanted to focus on really enjoying what I read.  I feel like the two...are a bit conflicting, but.  That's okay.

Over the past few weeks, I've slowly tried to incorporate more genres into my list of favorites.  While I haven't gotten to all of them, I've kept track of them on my goodreads profile.  I added my Mom and aunt, and finally starred their recommendations.  I went back through all my journals and notes, and added the books that I've written down, randomly, on loose-leaf paper and in backs of binders.

All these books that everyone seems to love, and are mentioning in their posts, have found their way onto my "Want To Read" shelf.  I've read more poetry and fictional short stories in the past few weeks than I have in the past few years. And I like it! I just ordered The Complete Works of Shakespeare on Amazon the other day...  What is happening?!

This is great, though.  Really.  My plan has evolved from a close-minded objective to one that...hopefully will help me be more open-minded, and appreciative of writing that doesn't fall under the non-fiction genre.  That's all I ever read, and nearly all I've ever read (those two words are spelled the same, and it's driving me nuts that I can't emphasize the last one as past tense).  I feel like I can contribute so much more to class conversations, now that I'm rounding myself out.

1. & 2.  Learning, recognizing and using literary terms & methods... I can't say I've showcased this in my blogging all that much, but I've definitely made a point of sinking my teeth into learning more terms.  Charly's posts are always helpful, and I've written down countless words from her writing to be defined (also loved this one by her!).  I'm much more comfortable with names of genres, writing techniques, and words like synecdoche now.  That's improvement.   

3.  Write literary arguments.  If I've learned next-to-nothing from this class, then at least I've learned to back up my opinion with objective supporting points.  If you're passionate, that's great, but when you don't have any legitimate evidence to support your claims, very few will side with you, or even read further.

4. & 5.   Engage literature socially and creatively; Use emerging communication tools and pedagogical methods.   The learning curve, for me, has been S T E E P.  A while ago, I rid myself of any social networks: Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, etc.  I think I still have Snapchat?  I didn't want to get back in that boat anytime soon.

Because I've traveled a lot in the past couple of years, I've had people make me a blog, and ask me to publish my e-mails home.  I wouldn't do it.  I was "anti-blog."

When I missed the first class and was listening to the class recording, I did that exasperated, shoulder-shrug, "dang it" thing when you announced the blog participation requirement.

I sulked for the rest of the recording, and then decided to suck it up and try my best.

And I have.  Tried my best.  I also....                         kind of..... like....       blogging now.

Because of positive feedback from classmates (and you), I've gotten up the nerve to +1 some of my family members and close friends on a few of my posts.  The post that was my most personal one (personal literary narrative) has received for me the most rewarding responses.  I got back in touch with my friend, Toni, because I +1'd him on our poetry adaptation analysis assignment. They were all thrilled, and provided more positive feedback.  Now I have friends sending me poetry and writing, and asking me to give constructive criticism.  The things we've learned in this class (terms, how-to-criticize, and the like) have become quite handy outside the classroom!

*(Also, aside from the blogging, I've quite enjoyed posting reviews of my favorite books on goodreads...)

Most impressive to me have been Dawn and Kimara's efforts, as well as their honesty in learning.  They've picked up blogging like it was their day job, and have written some of the most uncontrived, genuine posts I've yet read.

My all-time favorite post has been Kimara's explanation for her love of poetry. That's what helped me feel comfortable enough to post my own personal narrative.  There's something about the cross-over of genre teams, and commenting on each other's posts that makes you feel real good.  It's cool when you see that someone from another team read what you wrote.  Jocelyn commented on one of my posts, and it helped me realize the impact one of my seemingly thoughtless blurbs can have.

Every comment made on my personal narrative has buoyed my confidence in writing, particularly your simple "Nailed it."  Because I was so worried I had gone too far, crossed the line, or missed the mark.  Kirsten King even mentioned that she had gone and looked up the song I mentioned in the post.  I don't know why, but that was huge to me.  To realize that we really are sharing ideas; breaking off pieces of each other's thoughts, and internalizing them as our own.  Caitlyn complimented my formatting, and I think that may become a staple of my posts.  I like it.

All-in-all I have loved the relativity and style of this class' content, requirements and assignments.  It has required a lot of my time (especially when I'm an IDIOT and sent my textbook to an old Rexburg address, so I didn't have it until yesterday, thus having to Google every single reading.... and deciding which part of certain texts would be the most important to consume.  Online PDFs have proved to be quite useful), BUT I really have enjoyed it.  Every reading, with the exception of, say, maybe five, has expanded my appreciation of literature.  

Self-Evaluation: It has taken me a while to fully understand how to incorporate all the elements of this learning model and its outcomes, but I feel like I'm getting the hang of things now! I just need to use more of the terms we define in class, and do better about sharing those discoveries I make on my own reading time.

Within the realm of the five learning outcomes, blogging has provided a fantastic atmosphere for their accomplishment.  I plan to teach high school, and I'm wondering if--maybe even hoping that--blogging will be the mode of communication between student and teacher.  I think it's a fantastic way to synthesize classroom and "real world" for an overall objective in learning.